Tim Barrus Blog
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My Spirit Guide
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I have a thousand spirit guides. WTF, I’m a whore, remember.
This particular spirit guide knew all the places I wanted to travel to so I might dig up shit on war. A war on war on war on war.
We bonded.
I went to pick كفيل up as we…
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The Classrooms of the Machetes
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There is a mat on the floor of the classroom where the boys were raped. The girls were raped in the classroom next door. The boys who were raped are the lucky ones. The other boys were simply killed with machetes.
Some of the girls had their genitals cut. Some…
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The Showers
badass
sorrow
grief
rage
humiliation
confusion
neurology
showers
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La difformité
so which one will you wear
so which one are you wearing
what others have you worn
like insignia
what new face is this
grimness you arrive with
this time revelry
the colosseum was tilted
like a dagger stabs and stabs and
stabs the thing until the voices
cannot walk
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They Need Boxes Because It Is 2 Hard 4 Them 2 Think 4 Themselves
giving them what they want is what whores supposedly do/
connect with your audience and suck their dicks why do you
think people will do anything because people will do anything
their capacity for it is infinite/
disfigured as we R/ who is purchasing tickets for mars/
and then the…
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sometimes solitude
The Fetish of Looking Backwards
rewriting the incorruptible depravities
all good shepherds writing to the bone
“un-bribed” or unbridled i have never
had the sublime opportunity to be bribed
in the first
place
the aesthetic of familiarity
detached from obligation
in detail cannot grasp
the horror of it grim-visaged, and…
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the inevitable fall
in the beginning, it was about your ass
your sweat
how your ass leaked you even on the sidewalk
a trickle of you
your pants soaked
what the fuck
we ALL fall
every last one of us
falls
never show them pain
get up fast
grab the board
they are…
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they’re always watching
so, it’s all a mystery
what suits and straight people see
is sex because that is what they always see they are predictable/
some straight guys like to watch us because they find it titillating/ not in a sexual way, but just in amazement/
it is like watching a train…
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leaps into the dark
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Goddamn ART can be frustrating if it wants to be, and most of the time, it does.
Where did CBGBz go.
Doom is a visionary thing. Out of reach and incredible. Most people are drunk.
I know people who are certain that they can get what they want from being…
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they sexualize themselves
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they sexualize themselves
i didn’t do it/ it’s just how things work, especially a place like San Francisco’s Tenderloin what’s going on, baby, is called drugs
they sexualize themselves, and if that bothers you, please, look the other way
way way way off into the distance where your white people…