Tim Barrus Blog
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Stealing Video Cameras
One of the most popular things to steal in America would be disposable video cameras. I can’t imagine why someone would shoplift this camera that can be had for as much as five bucks. Not everyone has five bucks. If you didn’t have five bucks, and the choices were stealing…
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Philanthropy’s Failure
Suits give money to other suits. People who look like them, sound like them, and share the same value structures which are usually badly articulated and surrounded by shared social code. I work with boys who have HIV and do sex work. Like me. Although, I am no boy. But…
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The Ineffective CDC Is In Serious Denial
I am tired of reading the CDC’s disingenuous rhetoric. I am going to start responding to their fantasies. This one is a response to an MD there who is full of shit and talks about what great strides they have made. At what. HIV continues to be a leading cause…
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My Spirit Guide
I have a thousand spirit guides. WTF, I’m a whore, remember. This particular spirit guide knew all the places I wanted to travel to so I might dig up shit on war. A war on war on war on war. We bonded. I went to pick كفيل up as we…
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The Classrooms of the Machetes
There is a mat on the floor of the classroom where the boys were raped. The girls were raped in the classroom next door. The boys who were raped are the lucky ones. The other boys were simply killed with machetes. Some of the girls had their genitals cut. Some…
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The Showers
badass sorrow grief rage humiliation confusion neurology showers -
La difformité
so which one will you wear so which one are you wearing what others have you worn like insignia what new face is this grimness you arrive with this time revelry the colosseum was tilted like a dagger stabs and stabs and stabs the thing until the voices cannot walk -
They Need Boxes Because It Is 2 Hard 4 Them 2 Think 4 Themselves
giving them what they want is what whores supposedly do/ connect with your audience and suck their dicks why do you think people will do anything because people will do anything their capacity for it is infinite/ disfigured as we R/ who is purchasing tickets for mars/ and then the… -
sometimes solitude
The Fetish of Looking Backwards rewriting the incorruptible depravities all good shepherds writing to the bone “un-bribed” or unbridled i have never had the sublime opportunity to be bribed in the first place the aesthetic of familiarity detached from obligation in detail cannot grasp the horror of it grim-visaged, and… -
the inevitable fall
in the beginning, it was about your ass your sweat how your ass leaked you even on the sidewalk a trickle of you your pants soaked what the fuck we ALL fall every last one of us falls never show them pain get up fast grab the board they are…