i am painfully aware

of the reality that

you are giving me

what you think it

is that i want when

i have no fucking

idea what i am

supposed to want

want

want

so you end up

wearing some kind

of disguise or

mask around me

the perfect student

you

you

you

are you really all

that perfect because

baby, i’m not

perfect or even

close

perfect scares the shit

out of me

and i end up wearing

the only adult in the

room mask even if

the illusion of it never

lasts too long but

i know how to pretend

and so do you

do you

do you

this pretending to be

whatever the fuck it

is we think we are

fits like a condom

on a cock we know

is cuming off but

we plunge ahead

through life

page3 of a 3page book

naked on the toilet

and you look look look

tell me what you like

yeah tell me what you don’t
i could be your buzz lightyear

fly across the globe
I don’t never wanna fight yeah

you already know
I am ‘ma a make you shine bright

like you’re laying in the snow

oh, suukie