Tim Barrus: If I Push Him Too Hard About All The Fucking God Stuff He Breaks Down He Is Way More Fragile Than You Can Know

He prays in public. How can you becomed so vulnerable as to allow the public in. Bars, bus stops, skate parks, a basketball court. I will not go to church with him. We’d never come out. He’s more naked in prayer than he is naked. Jesus Fucking Christ, he thinks he can save me. I cannot even go there. For my various indiscretions. Titty bars. Gas stations. Laundromats. Libraries. Weed stores. Groceries. He’s praying again. I refuse to even walk by a church for fear those devils will pop out at me. Father, forgive me, for I have sinned and sinned and sinned.