The Only Time
the only time in my fatigued, hollow-eyed life/
that i have ever felt good about or exhilerated/
to be living my life – another world for a threadbare
existence – such as a gaunt survival deteriorates
like radiation leaves a telltale trail of half-lives
wrung out, and drained was when i was actually
living that life as a moving object on my bike/
a moving object is harder to shoot, and i could
and did leave or get out of dodge when getting
out of dodge was the only option, that or allowing
yourself to be caged among the things that have
been lost between the intermissions of this film
and everyone has to pee and the image of the
one cock you looked at was what remained of
the story’s latent arch, riding off again knowing
that when you left they were all looking at your ass/