Death Watch Journal

GIVING UP ON HIV MEDS

They’re 2 Hard 2 Get

U Have 2 Go Back & Forth, Back & Forth

2 Many Doctors

2 Many Tests

Your Blood Your Piss Your Shit

Doctors and Doctors and Doctors

It’s Endless

There Is No Light At The End of That Tunnel

Only Darkness

Everyone Gets Their Cut of U

Everyone Gets Their Piece of U

There Is No Way U Can Hold a Job & Do This

U Will Always Be At The Doctors and the Doctors and the Doctors

U Will Need A Ton Of Money

It’s a Choice Between Hunger Or Getting Sick

If U Don’t Follow Their Intransigent Rules, They Drop U Anyway

So You’re Going 2 Get Sick Anyway

Anyway, Anyway, Anyway

So What Is The Point

All The AIDS Orgs Will Paint a Picture Of How Easy It Is

U outside in a Park Playing Frisbee With The Dog

Glorious Sunsets On a Beach

The Reality Is Very Different

Do Not Believe Them

They Are Lying Through Their Teeth

Wake Up

Tim Barrus