This is my official medical reportage.

Public health wants to see the inside of your asshole. They want to rape you.They do not see themselves as abusers, but that is exactly who and what they are. Public health (as if they had nothing else to do) has conducted a set of studies that are now dependent on patients to submit to their horrifying abuse. If you don’t comply, they take away your antiretrovirals to punish you for not following the rules. There are three capitalized letters in the alphabet I cannot type. I will get flagged. My boys and I do not trust any of the apps. We have created our own code. There are other alphabet symbols I dare not type. A recent disease. Social media would be on my ass. I am red flagged enough. My dissent has been noted.

I would not only not comply, but I would like to stick a bus up some researcher’s asshole.

Do not tempt me. The chances of these arrogant and evil men putting their fingers into my hole are not good. Go rape someone else. Every abuser says: It wasn’t rape. It’s never rape. It’s always: We Just Want To Help You.

This is a steaming pile of horse shit.

You have the right to refuse. Which means nothing. They do what they want. Taking away the drugs that keep you alive is a massive human rights violation. Call the cops on your phone. They will arrive. Do not give any nurse your phone. The thing with cops is that they are required to do a lot of paperwork. They have to create a report. Explain, that these people want to rape you. Explain, that they want to take your phone away — which is theft — they are required to get your entire statement. It helps to use big words because it makes you sound informed even if you are not. Some nurse will continue to wrestle your phone away. .attempt to take the phone. You will hear the word procedure a lot. These are not laws of the land. But it’s medical but it’s medical but it’s medical. I am not at all sure about the legality of public health refusing to treat you. They do it every day to everyone they see. FIND ANOTHER PROVIDER. Be upfront right away. It’s like a rape kit. To go down that rabbit hole takes steel nerves. To defy a nurse and win. Is heaven. Wipe the stain of abuse from the wall. Ask the cops to stay. Insist. The researchers will have a screaming fit.

This is where you can stick the sword in. Medical staff is super busy and they will want to get back to work. Why spend time with a lost cause. Here’s the catch. Make sure the cops see the staff ignore them.

I have seen cops get it. The eyesd open wide. They see for themselves that medical staff is immune from law. Their authority is challenged by people going back to work. Again, medical uses procedure to get what they want, which is your butt hole. They cannot make you better. In fact, they don’t have a clue to know what to do with ***. It’s institutionalized abuse couched with the whole medical psychosis that maintains medical has an arch of authority which is a pipe dream. They have as much authority as you give them. Do not take their abuse compliantly. Are you a man or are you pussy whipped.

No one is immune from law. No one.

Murder as public policy. This kind of shit is exactly what people hate the government for. They say they have no death panels. So why do they have death panels. Masks are nothing. Can you imagine undressing for a roomful of sexual abusers.  Those of us who are sexual abuse survivors need to spread the word you do not have to submit. Most of you know how to reach me. It is perfectly legal for me to explain to people with *** that there are other options than the government. There are a variety of platforms where you can get the antiretrovirals (why do you think there is a black market for the drugs). There are free clinics that can help you. There are just so many things I want to say but cannot articulate because there are so many people waiting to cut my legs off. Include public health in that. The overlords do not like it when you explain to people that they as patients, inherently have options. Even the people who are dying slowly (like me) have options. Even the black market will loan you the cash to buy the drugs, but if you take their money, it’s quite possible you could disappear. They take getting paid back with interest very seriously. Ask yourself. Can I pay this back.

The answer is definitely no. Especially if you get a lawyer. Get one. He will tell you the same stuff as I am telling you. The you that is your heart can fight back but carefully. Think it through. Consult. Then, when it’s your day, attack by refusing to be raped. The last person who tried to rape me is dead. He died from what appear to be natural causes. Yes. This was Texas.

My favorite state of angry piss. Fuck Texas. Sue them silly. Make it financial. This is where the old, fat, white men live even when they do not have a reason to live. They want the right to cure a cancer you do not have. They want your humiliation. If you allow this, it’s on you. Anesthesia is not a joke.

Never to be heard from again. I advise you not take on Public Health alone. Just do what you need to do. You do not need their permission. Do not sign anything.

The more people who sue them, the better. Keep their insurance rates sky high. Like sanctions. Watch them squirm. Medical people will defend their reach every single time it’s asked a question.

If it looks like a duck. When they put their fingers in your hole, they will say: I can’t feel any cancer here. No shit, Sherlock. If I ever had anal cancer, I would blow my brains out rather than let anyone at public health so much as touch me. These people are monsters. The female doctors are judge, jury, and executioners, the ugly bitches of the universe. This large-scale study to investigate whether screening people with *** for precancerous growths in the anus called high-grade squamous interepithelial lesions (HSIL) and treating them early can prevent anal cancer. Are you fucking kidding me.

This will be the dog and pony show they always drag out. NO ONE CAN PREVENT YOU FROM GETTING ANAL CANCER. Researchers have known for many years that screening and treating HSIL in the cervix can successfully prevent cervical cancer, but they did not know whether similar methods could help prevent anal cancer. No kidding. I do not have a cervix. While anal cancer is rare, people with *** are much more likely to develop it than the general population. I need to see the blood in your stool.

Drop dead, cunt. Things will now happen quickly.

Run.

Run.

Run.

Think about it.

They will take your drugs away.

What kind of person does this.

Many people find ways to stash drugs so when you leave a place you can exit public health and find someone who knows more than how to humiliate which might be public policy, but is this a public you want to be a part of.

In the Anal Cancer/HSIL Outcomes Research (ANCHOR) study, presented at the University of California San Francisco, more than 10,000 people with HIV over the age of 35 were screened for HSIL at 25 U.S. sites. Ten thousand asshole to rape. It’s mindblowing. Of 4,446 participants found to have HSIL, half were randomly assigned to receive treatment and half to receive active monitoring, but no treatment. The researchers found that treatment of HSIL, primarily with electrocautery (this is a lie) in which an electric current was targeted directly to areas of the HSIL to remove them, led to a significant reduction in anal cancer incidence and was well-tolerated. Do you believe this shit.Says who. Well tolerated is a complete fucking lie.

People say this for doctor’s smile. They will lie to your face. Anal cancer incidence was higher than expected among and HOR study participants who did not receive treatment. These study findings suggest that routine screening for and early treatment of anal HSIL may become a new standard of sexual abuse for people with HIV so that more cases of anal cancer can be prevented. If you believe in doctor-bestowed prevention, THERE IS NO SUCH THING. NADA. DON’T YOU PEOPLE DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH. Or do you do exactly what you are told. Sit. Stay. Roll over. Bark. Let’s go for a walk. They talk up a good party line. Your nurses have not researched any more than you have. They claim they have prevention in a box. What they have in a box is your humiliation. They have no real cure. The knife is their bottom line. They will open you up and find nothing. Health care providers would lose a lot of money if people started saying no to their own abuse.

Sexual abuse survivors are worn down easily. The ANCHOR study was supported by NIH’s National Cancer Institute. It is a huge mess. They use big words like institute to show you their power at society’s behalf. Ask them (nurses hate this) if they feel they are above you. There will be a silence. Which is not a silence. It is a judgement.